j:  Yes.  Lets.  I've been nowhere NEAR a scale, but feel like a toad.  So yes, lets start again.  I'm going to channel Bonnell and embrace that hungry feeling.  I'm not going to get weird about it but I sure as hell am going to try.  I'm glad you're still blogging.  I KNEW I could depend on you.  Courage.  Onward.  Bonnell.  Think about how great my face would look thin.   aaaahhhhhhhhh.  channel bonnell.  channel bonell...............